In The Middle of This Year

In the middle of this year, I’m gonna be 20..20 years old. It is the beginning of my adolescent. I am an adult then, not a teenager anymore. What have been I gave? I don’t know what make me special in ur eyes..coz I didn’t give anything, ya, I do give u nothing, rite? All of you!
Many problems come to my way, I should facing them. Many things come to my life, come and go. I should finish my duty, there are a lot of duty. More your age more your problem, so with the duties. And we can see, who is an adult *who can responsible with their self* and who is still childish.
I do childish at the moment, but it doesn’t mean I cannot be an adult. I just someone who still learn to be an adult, coz in a couple of months, I’m gonna be an adult, I’m twenty on the middle of this year. Yeah..I know it’s not easy, but I’m sure I can pass it all. Caio Esa!!!

Don’t Too Worry Bout Me

My world is cold and flat, and you deserve more than that

These words…appear on someone’s YM status message. I knew it is for me. We have a chat before, I really sorry for him and feel guilty because of his attitude today and a couple days ago. I feel uncomfortable with that. I ask for him, “Is there something happen to you? If I have mistakes, will you forgive me? Please, tell me if you are angry with me..bla..bla..” and he didn’t reply me. But today he replied when I asked for the same thing to him. Then he said, “There’s nothing to do with you”, okay I said. “Just relax..don’t worry” he replied. I didn’t reply anything after that. Then he send me a message again,”Are we clear?” yeah..if he said like that, then it’s clear. OK, nothing to be worry for. Then I replied him with a joke, “Zinc aja”, in our country, Clear is a brand of shampoo, so do with Zinc, then he replied “Sunsilk we sakalian”, so it was an ice breaking for our relationship in a couple ago. “OK, BRB, I’m gonna have lunch.” OK then..I just wanna say that I love you, brother.